happie valentines dae t0 all.. especially t0 mua hubby.! muahks.. lurve eu.. jusz kn0w.. neva g0 out with hubby c0x i g0t c0unsellimng..haiy0.! seb0k jer.. hubby take me 4rm c0unselling.. lepak a while then g0 h0me..hubby sends me h0me otw h0me, i fight with him(skjap jer).. dah 0kae gan diye.. he ask me t0 check mua bag at h0me..i open it i saw a gift..haha..i 0pen it uh..aper lagy.? he gave me a necklace with a l0ve l0cket.. blink.. blink.. s0me m0re..n0t bad..damn n0ice..i l0ike it veri much.. tanksx hubby..lurve eu by.! k uh till here.. cal0.!

woho0.todae quite happi uh... tehee`jusz now when home at 1o plux.aft skewl meet hubby at skewl go out together.he company go home.change clothes all...go south view,buy ciggies ferst.terserempak gan mua frensz.nana,anwar they all..lepak,smoke fer a while.then me n hubby blah.take busz go to my blok.hubby wait fer me downstairs.then go meet mua frensz at jrg..hubby change then come down back to mua place.take2 picxs.. gerek`! khekhe..aiyo.. tadik kat skolah muek poster siak.! hahaha...borng uh at skewl jusz now...fcuk! hehe.. k uh i tynk thats about it.bile2 aku free aku post yarh.! k calo.!

sad.! sad.! todae im sad.! n im fcuking bored to the max. tomoroe skewl ald.aiyo.! leceh uh.haix. im sad.! joe.!! i still lurve <3 eu veri2 much.! joe.! joe.! bile u kluar.? dae by dae i will kept thinking of u. instead of fergeting eu. sorie joe.! im bursting into tears.. ='( *wAaAaHh* jauh di mata tapy dekat di hati.. oh fcuk.! what happen to me.? joe,i sayang u.! fcuk.! cant stop thinking of him. what am i gonna do.? everydae keep thinking of him n cry about him.? haix. stop it. but i cant.! i realli2 lurve n care fer him. oh gosh.. someone help me pls.. what am i gonna do.? bail him.? fcuk.. fer $10,000. gosh. i cant afford it.write him a letter.? but thats not enough fer me. i wanna see him. i wanna be with him, we usually be.. those memories.. gosh.!n all those laughters n sadness n angryness we had together.staying with him..we treasure each other so well. n cannot apart from each other evern fer a second. how close are we. haix.. kini hanya tinggal kenangan.. sad.!! what am i gonna do.?


KINI HANYA TINGGAL KENANGAN.... =(

hola.! hey,todae i quite okae.not that bingit n not that crazy as yest. but still got ppl hu make me mad.!dah takot complain kat org.! knn.! fcuk.! aft skul went back with khai.send me home.(fer fun) n i to0k the same bus with *someone*.i was like *whoa.!* when i saw him coming up of tha bus.hes damn HENSEM.i was damn happi with him when lasz week during hari raye haji i got to msg him n talk2 to him.dgn tetibe.khekhe.happi sae.hes smile makes me...*whoa 8)* hehes.likes to disturb me alot.n i hate *someone*.hes damn idiotic in skewl.fcuk.!like to tynk negative tings bout me.fcuk uh.im not wat u tink i am k.wadever arh eh.n in tha morng at skewl i fight with my stewpid sister.fcuk.!early morng made my mo0d spoilt.reach home quickly change mua clothes n went off to meet mua beloved galfren tat isz nana n zaidah.lepak with them a while ard 53o i calo.walkng2 to the int. i saw me adk angkt yan.i heck care her..haha.cox im not in a mo0d that tyme.sorie yan. k uh.i tynk thats bout it. take care all. calo.!

hola.! fcuk uh.! veri2 bad mo0d siak.! knn.. hot tamper siak.! yarh.. im sad.! last tues will b the last dae see my beloved ex,Fandi Joe Bin Md Noor.*ceh bagi name penoh uh*.. kene tangkap gan police bcox of... (not to mention).. mua peeps onli will knoe..=) i saw him fer the last tyme, we both burst into tears. ='( im sad.! im lonely.! aft i came out frem grrls home i felt very2 sad and easily get angry.! fcuk.! im not as happi as the lasz tyme b4 i came in.! im missing some1. n i dunnoe hu.i need some1 hu can realli2 talk to me.! im lonely. oh joe.! wish eu were here with me. i mish those daes with eu. i realli njoy the daes with eu. im sorie joe. but y u did these to me.? at lasz u end up in prison.? joe. y.?y.?im sorie.bcox if eu i went in grrls home. n bcox of me u went in t0o. but joe,its yer fault. i hope ure reading these joe.im veri2 sorie.i mish eu.='( oh gosh.! feel like bursting into tears ald.


AND IM SO FCUKED UP ABOUT JUSZ KNOW IN SKEWL...


im so fcuked up.! tuh uh org kater,jgn langgar wire aku.nanti kao kene electric shock. kao degil,langgar lagy larh wire aku.. kan dah kene electric shock. degil2.taknak dgr ckp mak.haix.fcuked up.i cant control me self.i dunnoe wat happen to me.i feel sad,lonely n angry.i dunnoe y.i tynk im crazy. k arh until next tyme.cal0.!

*yeahxxx* got mua hp back from mua teacher... hehes... happie sae...hahas...todae so the tiring,came back home at 230 mua duhddi pick me up... rush home quickly..get changed..eat.. then went out.. mua duhddi send me to the jurong children society...haix... see my officer... go to pottery class...that mua officer has make fer me n for the rest... hahas... semer bangse type malas2 peh org...cam aku... hahas...make new frens there...the class ends at 530... then aft the class get counselled by mua officer...sign the appointment card n went ofF.. haix... next week also got the class...it will b total of 8 session... haha... i make a huge cat made of clay... WOW... it will b nyce aft making it... hey..its not onli pottery class..got make up class,manicure n padicure class..dancing class... haha...fun..n many more..whover wanna join..plss tell me...its free.. n u all must attend all the classes...its not onli fer those who got an provision or supervision..it opens to all...n oh yarh,tomoroe mua officer will b coming to my skewl to c mua principal n me n mua dad have to come down to at 9 am...wat a busy week...aft skewl tomoroe... mua dad also will b picking me up at go to CANTOMENT headquarters...to c mua CID...at 3.o0 to make a statement... bout *sumting*... cant tell u all...certain ppl will knoe...wat a busy,busy week...n im FARKING bored...n FARKING in no gooD moOd...k arh...take care all... k Go!!

its been a long tyme i neva update mua blog...all bcox of this fuckinngg comp...yeah..tomoroe skewl ald... aiyo...tomoroe got PE... hahas...im in yellow house...yest n todae,is so damn farkingg bored sial...yest i bubble me ex si,joe... todae i also bubble him... hahas... padan muke kao... im in no go0d mo0d t0dae... haix... semer org aku marah... fucking bored... BOREDOM!!!

yeah... im damn tired... jusz now went home at 63o..aft comng back from children society at bradell where i get counselled by my officer...haix... need to attend all her programme... it seem to b quite fun arh... but tired... aft skewl need to travel from jurong to bradell... mux change home clothes...aiyo...then at skewl plak kene sign in sign out... walauwei... haix... tired... fuck!! fuck!! k arh tired arh... wanna celip... n btw my hp get CONFISCATED.. stewpid me go n take out ma hp during ms ivy lesson...

arghh...im in lurve... hehe..in lurve with someone... yeap...someone.... someone same skewl as me...hehe.. but i still love my ex to0...but how dare he bustard me... BUSTARIO... haix... yeap... i hate bustards... j0e!! y? y? y? xplain to me... y? im jux awae for onli 1 mth siak... how dare u!!! fuck... fuck...yeap... can sae that ure a PLAYBOY... yeap... ure a PLAYBOY... hey... ure jus an idiotic PLAYBOY... fuck!!!! isk... geram siak... bingit!!! yarh larh i knoe larh grrls bley cair dgn kate2 manis kao tuh... eh.. luvebite larh kat leher kao...bukan bekas cubit arh...PEKAT sial... aku pon bley beza kan... but yeap...i still lurve u...!! arghhh!! i donnoe... i hate him,but i lurve him??? arh...wadever..argh!!! i hope ure reading wat im typing now PLAYBOY...


jux know in skewl met alots of frens... but quite fun arh at that skewl... but jux know sleepy arh...paiseh also... haha... kiwak...tak biasa siol... hahax... argh... jux know ma officer called me...tomoroe must go see her at toa payoh... aiyo!!!! COUNSELLING.... arghhh... be prepared iza... argh... fuck!! i donno wat to sae animore... stress sial... k until next tyme.calo....

fuck! tot that i can go to my old skewl teck whye sec... in tha morn see mr raja... then he talk2 to me... nervous sial... how sad am i.. they never accept me ... terpakse uh kene skolah kat jurong... shuqun sec... senang sikit aku nak gie counselling... hehes... dah bli baju skolah semer... tomolo start skewl... kiwak...paiseh sial... hehes...

*phew* my lyfee is totally miserable... n i have waste ma 2004 insyde girls home... im crying fer help...ive got problem with him... im sad... someone help me....!!!!!!
s*****n......!!!!!!!! fuck u uh fren.... hypocrite!!!! don find me n i dowan to c ur fucking face.... urghhh!!! im fucked up!!! someone help me!!!!

FUCK!!FUCK!!FUCK!!